randomness is my thing i guess

i barely remember how many times i created blog, writing so so, then deleted it. I guess that feeling of mine, deep deep inside eager to write  to express myself. there are lots of experience, feeling, emotions that i cannot express it, especially to people since i live alone, for eight years (yup serious). i have friends, but most of the time i spent the time only with myself. for introvert like me, i guess i have to have another platform to talk/express to me, instead of talking in my mind all the time. haha. another thing is to improve my english of course. i don't know where my previous blog is. i hope it stay safe somewhere in the net. i have a lot things to do. seriously a lot. but i am quite weak in managing things and i am EASILY get distracted. for instance, this one. in the middle of busy day, lots of to-do-list waiting to be completed, i can create a blog and having monologue by myself. since i am all alone today. my lab-mate has an appointment for her son today. 

kan. i am easily distracted i guess. i need to find a way to beat this "distraction". huh. 

ok done for this time. yeay.